二零一一 二月 二十八 淩晨二時零九分 ♥

我還沒有睡覺 . 雖然很累很累很累 

可是我還是很想要上來寫我的博客 :)

博客 ! 看我很愛你吧,這樣的主人哪裏找? 哈哈哈

好 , 來繼續我的話題

其實我現在正在看香港電影 , 魚柳在花見

不錯啊 ! 好看好看 

是說一個做壽司的故事的 , 也是愛情的故事 ♥

很好看哦 ^^

嘿嘿 , 悶阿. 

都不知道要做什麽好 -.-

星期二就考試了 !

考試考試考試考試

我不想面對 ! _|_

我很討厭考試阿 , 怎麽辦

有時候好想放棄讀書的咯 -.-

可是又不捨的哦 唉..

算啦,書讀不好不要緊咯

至少我可以讀完中五啦 哈哈

♥

豬怪獸先生 哈哈哈

想你了 ♥♥♥

睡覺了吧 一定很豬的樣子..

沒看過你睡覺的樣子呢,哈哈

一定很傻很可愛,又有點笨笨那樣的吧

有機會我一定看 ♥

哈哈哈

在101看到帥哥喔 ! x) 

Scence Cafe的駐唱，志祥還有一個男生

兩個都很帥 ! 

臭老哥一直弄他們 -.- 笑到我們肚子痛

我們還跟那個志祥拿面書賬號呢 ♥

嘿嘿

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說到肚子痛,我很生氣

前天晚上回到傢上了廁所一次,半夜三更不能睡

跑了廁所三趟 ! 昨天早上跑了兩次 :'(

吃錯東西了 原因就是

我吃了肯德雞

我今年是第一次吃的, 很久都沒有吃了

一吃就來也 ! 我以後都不要吃了 !

去101的時候肚子還很不舒服 , 要pangsai的feel

可是又pang不出 :'O

今天和Jibai ruiI, reagan,華，良，老哥還有yit

華，良還有老哥和yit是我們半路遇到的

哈哈哈

好了不說了。

要去睡覺了。

♥

晚安

此刻的我在想你 ♥

幾天沒有上來更新我的bloggie.

有點想念你了我親愛的bloggie ♥

原諒我沒有上來更新你，給你清理下灰塵

這幾天很忙，忙着出去 x)

現在來給你整理一下，拍拍灰塵啦 :P 


好啦，開始我的話題
這幾天早出晚歸, 其實我很悶 
也很累.. 可是就不想呆在家阿.


唉.. 這幾天更加想你 ! 盧大人.. ♥
是的 , 分手后我變得更加脆弱 


我真得想要勇敢一些 . 去忘掉不愉快的一切


可是我知道 , 我做不到




我 . 輸給了時間 輸給了回憶
我什麽都不是~!


你給我的承諾 , 我都在記得
我一直都不肯忘記 , 雖然都沒有聯絡 , 但是我都在想你 :')


昨天你有找我信息 , 雖然都沒有什麽話題聊
以前都是我撒嬌 , 要你找話題
現在我會找了 , 有什麽就說什麽


還把毛也拿出來說 ! 哈哈哈
炸到哪裏 ? 哈哈哈
你全身上下都是毛啦笨蛋 ! ♥


這幾天煙抽得少了 :) 
我可以戒麽 ? 我真的做到麽 ?
我真的希望自己做到嗒 , 給點信心自己


佩麗 加油加油哈!!


這幾天心情好多了啦 :)
沒有哭了 , 也沒有閙了
也沒有胡思亂想了 (:


只是希望身邊的朋友 , 家人都可以過的開開心心
當然 .. 盧大人你也是 :)


要記得我喔 ! 要是你忘了我
我不會放過你的 ♥


大笨蛋 !




現在也沒有稱呼笨蛋還是怪獸什麽的了 , 一開口就是 喂~
哈哈 , 縂比儅我想起你的稱呼又想起以前吧 


現在我開始要真正的學會堅強 , 拿出勇氣來


下星期開始又要開工了 , 應徵囘了以前的公司
[ 強強滾 刷刷鍋 ] 嘿嘿
說起這件餐館 , 以前我在這裡工作的時候
可是招花惹草的呢 ! 哈哈哈 
蜜蜂客人多的很呢 ! 哈哈哈哈 x) 
全部一看見我就一直問我幾嵗什麽名
恐怖 -.- 以前第一次工作當然沒遇過這些場面啊
然後還一直要電話號碼 不然就給我名片
記得以前有個老先生 , 給我一張名片
說以後跟他們做保險 -.- 因爲他們是做保險公司的


哈哈哈哈
想起以前 , 遇到這種場面 -.- 久而久之已經慣了
通常我都用笑容面對他們 
以前頭髮多少都有點長嘛 ><

当啷 ~ ! ♥
以前工作的制服 :)
其實我很討厭這件衣服 -.-
每次放工都問到臭煙油味 , 哈哈


老闆老闆娘可疼慘我了 ! 哈哈哈


有時候真的好懷念以前的 ♥


:)

歌詞 . 我喜歡 ♥

但是我更喜歡它下面那一段 :: 

也許愛不是懷念, 不是熱烈, 而是歲月, 年深月久成了生活中的一部分.

♥

盧大人 , 我猜不透 爲什麽我會那麽喜歡你 ? ♥

哈哈哈你這大笨蛋 , 又不是說得上很帥

只能說可愛 .. 不是很有錢

只能說普通 ..

可是爲什麽我就那麽得想要強烈擁有你 ??!

雖然是遠距離.. 我不介意

至少你可以來吉隆坡陪我 :)

最近那個柔佛的前男友又纏我了 

前天還打電話來問我爲什麽不要他 -.-

拜托 我們已經分開了1年多 !!

你爲什麽現在才問我 ? 

當初我跟你提分手的時候 你爲什麽不挽留?

白癡 現在才問我 太遲了

雖然你很帥 但是我還是不受 !!

因爲我現在才知道 一個人的外表不是問題 ..

最重要是那顆心 ♥

盧嘉駿 , 我好愛你喔 !! :')

有時候我在安慰自己 , 不要想太多 

是你的就是你的 , 不是你的就永遠都不屬於你的

儘管你用任何手段得到他 , 最後還是會離開你的

我領悟了這句話 .. 

以前我想要得到的男人很容易就可以得到 !!

現在 .. 

我強烈想要得到你 , 卻很難

可是那只簽 明明是好簽來的..

說我們還有機會的  ♥

我第一次爲了男人 , 去相信緣分

特地去問神 , 求簽 

求了好久才讓我求到一支好簽

而是爲了你而求得 . ♥

我不漂亮 , 沒有好的身材 , 

沒有好的舉止 , 沒有好的動作 

所以你不喜歡 . 

我都在努力為你而改 ♥

盧嘉駿 , 縂有一天 

你會看見我的真心 :')

告訴你 , 我等你 

多久我都不會覺得累 . ♥

脆弱

我脆弱 像泡沫 因泡沫 被戳破
我陷落 像漩涡 的漩涡
将随等候着 不断在剥落
有个我被吞没

我脆弱 像薄膜 挤薄膜 捆压破
自信过 像贝壳 被碾过
我还能相信些什麽
但承诺和温柔都被挥霍
剩我一个人一个人执着 又算什麽

那麽为什麽是我 我真的脆弱
记忆丢失后 由西边逃走
为什麽 我不觉得快乐 也不觉得难过
为什麽而活 爱又算什麽
好多假动作 我们都寂寞

我脆弱 像粉末 吹粉末 在散落
我爱过 但寂寞
更饱和 我还能相信些什麽
但承诺和温柔都被挥霍
剩我一个人一个人执着 又算什麽

那麽为什麽是我 我真的脆弱
记忆丢失透 由西边逃走
为什麽 我不觉得快乐 也不觉得难过
为什麽而活 爱又算什麽
好多假动作 我们都寂寞

是否一错过最好的下一个 那会不会
你错过我 各自生活 被放错了角落
为何总是觉得有点不妥
不知道缺少了些什麽
花 自开又自落

为什麽是我 我真的脆弱
命运丢失后 由西边逃走
为什麽 我没有想什麽

就算有人爱我 太少人懂我寂寞
等回落

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是的，终于得到你的答案了。 

谢谢你哈，虽然答案不是我想要的。 

你说的对.. 来得快, 分手也特别快..!!

那么就做朋友吧.. 一直维持这样就好了:)

还有 , 以后尽量少联络吧 

♥

突然不能执行这任务了, 觉得好轻松了 

 刚开始觉得好大压力吼  =3=

哈哈哈哈哈哈

谢谢你在我心中, 留在过去 

=） 

Peii Lii, 没有他你还是可以好好的. ♥

卢嘉骏，谢谢你 :)

万分谢谢你，让我开始学会什么叫沉默

什么叫冷漠，无情

反正我就是这样一个人。

Fuck off .

Come on you , all old people ?

YOU FUCKING IDIOT,IT HAS BEEN OUT FOR A WOULD NOT HAVE BAD PLEASE !

Cheap put away your mouth,not your big finish Puchong,how many scenes I have not seen ?

I caution you,do not mess with my family down,I tell you I not a mess.

This low and childish as you move it is the children......

I despide you ! o0o

I tell you,I shall stir you,I play in this game,I said,affordable.

You? For me,just rubbish.

Do not think how much the power of your own,I tell you,I have 999 backers,for fear a hair ? I said do what you do not think you fresh carrots,how many people ? Starting to play it ?

Do you think you are? I really want to know where your site，too empty,then went to visit.

Oh... Ignorant people like you,I do not blame you.

Fight like a child all of sudden,what you are getting into the mouth? Do you think you can stop them? Come on,you are too naive. Sir,you obviously  are looking to play,say what I think he is very powerful,some people take the community to fight,and said what the first palm I must be bad...You say so.Sorry,I tell you,you never be the first,not to mention,no one will palm me :) Also,my power is so great that I have to admit! Do you think you play me? I tell you you can not. You simply simple-minded,well-developed limbs.

Finally,you better live your life quietly.Do not give me know what you mess with my cousin,or I will not let you .

Tired . ♥

Today did not go to school , I was playing truant . :P

With cousin went to the cafe with play on computer , ofcourse I played my first online game Super Dancing it ! ♥

Pig monster know that I skipped class , swore at me a bad guy . ><

Well people do not want to class . T-T

 

Finally, today is Valentine's Day . I hate !

Valentine's Day has always been in my mind does not exist, because I never celebrate valentine day.

 

Oh .. Come on, anyway , I used to live that way . ♥

 

Exhausted !! Wait for the next to go out chatter . :)

In fact , I'm lazy .

 

You fucking Valentine's Day ! t(-.-t)

Imma back from Pulau Pangkor ! ♥

New year, with my family went to Pulau Pangkor play, quite happy.

Some of the most important thing is to drive motorcycles, I'm excited about it ! ♥

Woaaah ! x)

More than a handsome guy over there ~ ♥

I'm super fucking miss there !!

Eight day on Thursday night thanks to God, when we went out for the afternoon .

We went to the temple to pray divination, I prayed to sign a marriage x)

I asked my pig monster with my back still is not possible with it ?

After the gods have been playing with me T-T, giving me the sign say not, causing me to ask for a long time it ~

Then pray over , to tea ~ I drive motor strategy ! x)

Moment too nervous, the result did not see infront of a uncle, he was really very innocent, and he cleary has a foot on the brake I hit up ! ><

Guilt to be dead ~ T-T

Hurt my feet , then hit the chest of the internal injuries had there... ! ><

After that , go to the beach to swim ! A group of handsome guy ! :D ♥

After evening the worship God, good fun ah !

Really alot of handsome guy ! >< They things they have been dry for me and my sister , have been watching us , I really feel very happy I have a little bit of the original charm ! x)

Friday , time to back home ! It really willing to acridine ! T-T

When in the ship, saw that a group of handsome guy on the beach ! xD

Suddenly , there are three walked up to me to borrow a lighters, all of them are so handsome ah ! ♥♥♥

I'll definitely go for . :P

Scold yesterday buy pig monster that I hurt myself. ♥

Yes, I love what you do not like what I do !

Valentine's day you cannot accompany me.. It does not matter

Happy Valentine's Day . ♥

Did you gave me a chance ?

Come on,give yourself a smile beginning.

How are you doing recently ? Unconsciously,you have left me 6 days.

My dear,you said..After breaking up more time for everyone to understand each other.Is not it ? Why do not you even call it open..I really miss you a bad mood these days..So sad collapse.

You really have give me a chance ? I really do not know what to say,I can not restore a feeling this.

I have been to are very optimistic about this relationship,I'm really working hard,good value,the result of the exchange is ?

To break up so broke.

Why can I fall in love with you ?

You do not want to give me a chance to go to understand more about you more,I wish I could have let this love go..I know you do not love me the news,I can not really accepted me.. You'll love the secret has always been close with it..yes ! I have been crazy this love,and I have not the same man that I am,I do not want to change myself..Yes,this feeling all to soon for us,our lack of time,indeed ! Should start falling in love with you..So thought I could do only in your heart. The result I am nothing ?

For me,this too was not worth living

Since the break up with you,I like a waste material every day life that it had yes.

Apart from school to school,stay up late night.Smoking,drinking,playing sleeping,watching TV playing computer

I really have nothing to do,and ths is the life of waste materials

Nothing wrong with me ? Useless waste material

Friends say I was too silly.Yes,I am naive.

To you FB every day,see if you have any books updated status,the results have nothing..

But my intuition tells me that you will return.

I always believe my instincts! Women's intuition is very strong

I thought you were..Imma here waiting for you

You know that ?

ILOVEYOU.

I should not belive your PROMISE.

Who we love so crazy,now you have changed.

Yes,I do not know you,do not know your heart in the end thinking ?
I hate that feeling..

You bury our love.

Wine you put a dog rescued from the bottom once again push it down,in then fell into a deep,deep depression.Which is very dark,and only a trace of sunlight. How the fear of the dog heart,how the fear..

Today,you told me to break up.

Yes,I am feeling extremely seriously.
Never play,and a joke it is necessary that big ? Do you know how your joke make me sad ?

I always thought you can always say I always believed you,then ?
My body hurt in return was a wound about.. When I recorvered,you suddenly came to me to rub salt on the wound.. The kind of pain you know ?

The original promise what just a legend.. I did not personally find that I can not conclude this fact.

I really trust you,but you are a sorry,even if it does not matter in exchanges for one,can I completely give up hope it ?

I'm sorry I can not.

Forgive you forgive me,for I am not mature enough.
Cool with each other,even if do not Lover,to be the most true friend now.

Please remember that I loved.

Without you,I really need to cigarettes. Only because it does not leave me forever,it,really nice and good.I learned on it "forever" this term.But I can not ever comprehend what the word meaning hidden inside in this end..